suomikin on mukava kieli, mutta joskus asiat on helpompi ilmaista alkuperäisajattelukielellä. English it is this time as I wrote this originally in english.
gloriniouserat esprit de corps
Once I said, many times I've said.
I do repeat myself, but there is still 6 billion sheep to be reached. I hate repeating myself, but hence pov is what I empower, my pov, I accept repepepepetance. but let's set aside irrelevance. Max Headroom tricksters.
many has, but rare get them out to the world.. it's crap until other's are affected by it
and is not crap.. two ways.. whatever we think and do is this universe thinking.. everyday, every moment since I found that united feeling with universe it is a part of my awareness.. in a background reminding me that we are part of an infinite chainreaction and no matter what happens is the way it is meant to happen.. no destiny, no destination, but just awareness "this is the way things suppose to be, everything is in its place and we, ants as mere bypassers; small yet our mind is a universe within an universe already"
as | see, civilization, ours, is one big brain and we are part of that big brain.. as generations pass by, new worlds are laid, brain, Earth-child grows and thoughts, cultures melt together, details wither away
some, like me, for example. just distill and reflect human creature, society, conceptualize abstract associations everyone experiences daily but unable to translate into understandable form.. art is just a distilled reflection.. art is anything beyond our biological premises... which are SURVIVE, BREED
words worlds, communication, those make a society
fuck reason, pro illreason
....
a distilled drop
Nationality, patriotism, races, racism.. phenomenoms individuals grasp to get hold of the
next level. So much motivations and so much seven second layer bullshitsms, which pile up into our sight, clogging our view, restricting our thinking.
Human creature, any awareness for that matter, needs structures to hold on. Patriotism is one very powerful structure. Roman Empire was built by patriotism. Unity is lost in weaves of a modern netted society. Shreds of unity can still be found thru hedonistic subcultures such as music. Wars unite as much as they tear apart. Hopeful thought that is at least.
WWII was a peak point of worldly gaussian learning curve for one generation. Worlds to come after may look upon past and see missteps taken by their ancestors.
We learnt not.
as
We repeat, life loops and history repeats itself. Individual altruistic hedonists, sheeps, rhinos and even aware one's are just a bypassing screaming moments of universe itself chasing consciousness.
We see our goal, yet we never reach it. What is
peace
really? PLUR. Peace, Love, Unity, Respect. Words to lay upon things we really can't define.
Illusions, all is mere illusion. Love is an illusion, peace is an illusion, hatred is an illusion. Beliefs, mere beliefs we rely upon.
Does that make them lesser or greater. of what? Nothing to compare with.
Respect counts, respect and tolerance counts. Friction is what we need, Friction makes warmth, Warmth creates life.
Like in music or building houses. Do not waste your time polishin brown cookies. Not too long. As to build a better structure one needs to destroy previous systems and previous structures. I don't say that we should go on and kill half of the people on Earth or we should nuke anything.
But if that would happen.
Nope, but as an observational point for sakes we cannot really affect. As a historical observation. As a sociological observation. As a game theory observation. Thought of 'destroy to create more' or as G.W.B. said 'war is peace' makes sense. At least I find sense and meaning in that.
No matter what happens, war, peace, WWIII, four, five, six, 100 000 after SOL III - every single animal in this heap of dust will rise from the ashes like Phoebus Albatros as we are to
#BREED and
#SURVIVE.
Call it an inevitable optimism or any other stupid moniker.
I just lay 'theeremines' from depths of me; out upon on and beyond other struggling minds = every single ape.
I just do. Other's be the judge. More specific - I already went and did it.
Why do you feel deep, what is enlightenment?
Because we are not just inhabitants, we are part of the existence itself. Bypassing moments, withering away. Keeps thyself humble.
"once so glorious ivory throne stood cold as vanity vanished and even the most powerful mind were conquered by a snake of doubt. Meadow stood still and red meadow it is, and thick red it was"
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I read in papers that George doubleuu has strong supporters among americans. Like 60-70% wants war and GWB is a good leader afterall. I can't judge really, haven't met him. He's a strong leader no matter how many hands pull strings behind his back. Very easy target for a criticism.
What confuses me is that individual americans I've spoken with or read from ever-so-trusful Internet of ours, are almost 100% against war. Discussion boards, newspapers etc. Where are pro-war ppl in Internet or outernet as that matter?
I want to read pro-war opinions, yet I can't really find them.
Where are the other sites and news than ever-so-hilarious
ready.gov scare-us-to-consume-more illhumored?
One minded opinions ain't healthy in the long run.
There is goodwilled patriotism and there is badwilled patriotism. To some, there is no patriotism.
I do not know enough to judge myself and it really doesn't matter a shit, but it's intriguing to observe as a cosmouniversepolitan free'mind. Best moments are even worth a smile. No matter what happens.
Provocation but as I see it -
There is no such thing as sacred,
by default.
But if enough people believe that something, most of all - that LIFE is sacred - then it is sacred. If every one of us would want to kill each other then we
AS A RACE are to deserve that. No local, but as a global creature with 6 billion braincells. Brains are not feeling well all the time, but despite of struggle we go on fighting tumors whilst finding our global senses so lost in the jungle.
Aware are those who can interpret what this creature of human race sees, hears and senses.
Respect each other. Peace is too overloaded term. Respect is also egotistically inclined as that's what we all are after for. Egoism is still our most powerful progressive tool if used properly. Respect each other. Respect life.
Excuse me thinking in cosmological timeline, but I see us a struggling sweet animals. Sweet, sometimes deadly, mostly harmless, but so boxed. Blindfolded.
Smiling with a warmth with esprit de corps without hatred. Free of restrictions of one's mind. This moment is. Moment is. I accept moment as it is. No future, no past, no now. But a state. Call it a happiness if you like. To me happiness is an illusion we never achieve. Satisfaction of a moment. Hedoism, ego, everyday bullshit is just a distant whispering side-effect. Not relevant.
Smiling with a warmth with sea of tears inside. Not because of war(s) going on, Not because of lifes lost everyday. But because of a pity felt for imprisoned minds inside safe but restrictive box many amongst us have locked themselves. Closed box decorated with ignorance, hatred and short sighted dreams with only one window and in reality even that is a broken mirror.
Despite of all that, smile, cry, laugh and most of all FEEL!
Be a bird Phoenix, but do not be ignorant. Ignorance is a bliss poured occasionally, but do not be blinded by it.
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Take listen to Boards of Canada. Very powerful electronic music act. Might thriumphirate your sound mind tastes between bigots/bigotease/bigoteasing, uh oh. Whatever that odd word suppose to mean to you. Fuck bigots we could say, but even that is bigoting. Isn't that ironic. :P
*PLUR* and remember that crying is only one way to laugh and vice versa.
:)
-Sogax, TVOR